My Jaw Dropping Moment

My jaw dropping moment would have to be when we heard that my great grandmother ( GG )  pasted away. It was just last night when it happened and it was sad I will admit it. It was shocking. I didn't know what to do at first. I didn't know if I should cry or be happy for her. She was happy here at our home but I feel like she was at "home" . She is my dad's grandmother so my dad was very torn up considering his father had died around this time 5 years ago. GG choose my dad to take care of her after she lost her husband and son , and to see him so sad it made it feel unreal. My mother and I were her two main care givers ,so it is hard for me to realize that she's gone. Just because I am SO used to seeing her everyday. Walking into her room and her smiling face asking me how my day was or how I'm doing. My GG is my role model and to have her gone is hard. It's shocking. She was strong, and she was strong she kept me going. She kept me strong. But I know she is happy with where she is. She is now with her husband ,son, and family. Velma LeMaster will always be my everything and I will never forget her smile.